The trains I couldn’t leave behind
This blog is part of a series about a model railway project I’m working on. See all posts on it
Before I can run any trains, I need some trains to run.
Step back two decades to the late 90’s. My dad had given me a Hornby train set starter pack as a gift. This contained an oval of track, a simple controller and a locomotive with a few carriages. The name of this starter pack was the Tees-Tyne Pullman and the headliner locomotive was Gresley's Class A4 “Bittern”. I recall setting this up on the carpet and watching the little locomotive haul its load of Pullman carriages around the track.
A few months down the line, my father and I found an old bed frame which was damaged: it had been left outdoors for some time and left exposed to the elements. We set about using the frame as a baseboard for a more permanent model railway layout. We replaced the top with some solid wood boards and painted them green to look like grass - although the green colour admittedly ended up looking quite artificial, it didn’t stop us putting the layout on top of it and loosely tacking it down with some track pins.
I spent my pocket money on extra track, coaches and locomotives, gradually building up a collection that spanned everything from the 1950s to the 1990s. While not glamorous or realistic, this became My First Model Railway: a small double oval of track, a collection of trains that would never have run together in real life - but as a child, I didn’t care. To finish off the look a few paper model buildings and scenery were also peppered around. At the heart of it all, it was special: as a child, I was enamoured by it all. And now, almost 28 years later, I have the same feeling starting out afresh in a new scale with new plans.
This time, however, I want to be slightly more deliberate with my layout. The younger me purchased trains because they were cool or I’d seen them on TV. This time round, I want a bit more realism and cohesion - whilst still having a few throwbacks to the stars of my older fleet. To put it simply, the adult me wants the challenge of making something realistic and personal - but the child in me still gets excited when seeing the Bittern or another steam locomotive out on a heritage railtour!
Let’s start by looking at the story behind the locomotives I have planned this time around.
The passenger express
When I was younger, the soundtrack to most stations was the growl of diesel engines. At this time, freight and passenger services were pulled by heavy diesel locomotives - and the most prominent passenger services were the InterCity 125 HST services pulled by Class 43 locomotives. Getting on one of these meant you were going somewhere significant, usually a city in another part of the country.
If you were to stand on these same platforms today, the sound is different. Progress has brought with it a smoother, quieter sound - still loud in its own way, but more of a hum than a growl. The Class 800 glides in every fifteen minutes or so, barely breaking a sweat compared to the heaving, belching engines of the old Class 43s. There’s no drama here, they simply get on with the job with a quiet confidence.
The old HSTs evoke a sense of nostalgia for me. The unique chaos of these services - the sound, the smell and the sense of mechanical effort - is something that isn’t well replicated with modern counterparts. But Didcot as it is now wouldn’t be complete without the sleek lines of a GWR Class 800 - they’re a part of the station in its modern form, and an ubiquitous sight there.
And I can’t argue with modelling a modern Didcot with a Class 800. Every time I’ve travelled from the station, I’ve been on one of these machines. I’ve actually travelled on the real-world counterpart to the model I own both to and from the station - yes, with the exact running number and name - so it has a place on the layout already. While my childhood layout had a Class 43 rattling around the track, the Class 800 is an apt equivalent - just sleeker, quieter and perhaps a bit more grown up. It’s not about recreating that 90’s layout and vibe; it’s about accepting that both the railway and I have changed - and where things are going now.
The freight hauler
While passenger services in Didcot are predominantly the quieter electric locomotives like the Class 800, freight is another story entirely. Didcot station is in a unique location connecting both London and Reading in the East to Oxford and other stations to the north, as well as Swindon and others to the west. A large amount of freight passes the station daily, and freight trains on the line are still diesel-powered.
The bulk of freight on these lines is containers - wagons upon wagons of boxes, pulled by a single, snarling diesel machine: the infamous Class 66 locomotives, a machine which is essentially a hulking great diesel engine with driving cabs on both ends. The sound they make is unmistakeable: the engine start is an alert horn followed by what can only be described as a jet engine; in operation it’s a rhythmic, pulsing growl thundering through the station followed by a load of squealing wagons. They’re easy to spot around the main line with their angled roofs earning them the nickname of “sheds”.
Didcot seems to have a few of these locomotives permanently stationed here to move these wagons from line to line. Whenever I’ve been there, they’re sitting idly in a siding or shuffling around moving things when not on mainline duty. The model I have bears the running number of one I’ve seen at the station, giving it an accurate representation on the layout.
And this model has one more trick up its sleeve. It’s the one that I got custom DCC sounds added to, courtesy of a provider called YouChoos - who I thoroughly recommend for this sort of job. So not only do I have a model that looks the part on the layout, it also sounds the part with accurate recordings of the engine, horns and other locomotive functionality - something that really adds a lot to the experience!
But while these two locomotives really pin down an accurate representation of modern Didcot, it does leave it feeling a bit soulless. While realism and accuracy is a big part of this new layout, there are several other locomotives that have earned their place for much more personal reasons.
The electric connection
Let’s step back into the past again, back to my old layout. While the Bittern may have been the first on those rails, a few other locomotives that I'd seen on the mainline quickly joined the fleet. At the turn of the millennium a newer mixed-traffic locomotive worked its way into the public eye: the electrified Class 90. A model one of these eventually found its way onto the layout. I can’t remember if my dad got me this or if I saved my pocket money up for it, but it definitely felt right alongside the rest of my fleet - and my father and I would run it around the layout for hours at a time.
Today this model sits proudly on my desk as a display piece - and a nod back to earlier, simpler times. The motor still works if powered, and the details are still mostly intact, but the plastic is becoming brittle and I’m scared to move it around much in case parts disappear into the carpet. That got me thinking, though; it doesn’t feel right having such a big part of my childhood not represented on my new layout somehow. So when a pre-owned N gauge version in the same livery appeared in a model railway shop shortly before Christmas, who could blame me for picking it up it as a nostalgia piece?
While the Class 90 wouldn't be seen running on the mainline in 2026, that doesn’t mean it cannot run on my layout from time to time. And Didcot station also houses the famous Didcot Railway Centre, with its heritage railway line and collection of locomotives. Who says a Class 90 can’t pass through on its way there?
The steam legend
Speaking of heritage railways, there is one locomotive that headlined my model railway as a child. The first one I unpacked together with my dad. Gresley's Class A4 “Bittern”.
I still have the original OO gauge model of this in a box somewhere, as there was no way I could ever let that model go. Last time I checked, its mechanism has seized up after being stored in a box since the early 2000s. The Bittern and its iconic streamlined look are what started my interest in the hobby. While other streamlined locomotives exist, to me they don't have the same subtle elegance of the Class A4 locomotives. So you probably won’t be surprised to hear that I’ve had my eyes open for an N scale version since the beginning of this project.
And of course, an auction for a “sold as seen” N gauge Bittern caught my eye. The model itself had visible cosmetic damage on the listing, but it was the exact same as my OO gauge version, just in miniature form: same BR green livery, with the late BR crest on the tender and without the streamlined skirts over the wheels. I put a bid on it and hoped that it wouldn’t go out of my budget. Before long, it was on my doorstep, delivered by my local postal service.
While the listing had been accurate about the cosmetic damage, I hadn’t realised that the driving mechanism also needed attention. It technically ran — but only just. The model's motor was in the locomotive's tender and the driveshaft needed to connect it to the main wheels was unfortunately missing.
Seeing the model in this slightly damaged state made me feel quite sad. While it isn’t the model my father gave me, it still has the emotional weight attached to it. I guess when I bid for it, I didn’t fully appreciate this. An eBay rescue, right? Practical project. Replacement parts, mechanism tidy up and service. Job done.
But then I lifted the shell and saw the damage close-up - and suddenly, it wasn’t just any old model any more. It’s the little train I had as a kid. The one that started this journey alongside my dad. And that hit a bit harder than I thought it would - or could.
Fortunately, the rest of the driving mechanism was in good shape. After sourcing replacement parts, cleaning and oiling the tiny Bittern wobbled into life on my new layout, bringing that childhood nostalgia right into the modern day. And after tightening a few tiny screws and letting everything run in, the Bittern now runs like an absolute champion, hauling coaches just like its bigger counterpart did. Getting this locomotive running again was a big moment: not because of what it is, but because of what it represents. It’s not just another model; it’s a reminder of where everything started.
There is one more locomotive on order; one that belongs on this layout more than any other… but that’s a story for another day.